Today day start with a sorrow mood
too many things in my mind
it is either good or bad
all of these things really disturb my mind
lost alone by myself
certain thing just happened suddenly
without me being prepared
it makes me think back certain things
whether it is true or not
all I believe may not be true
it can just be my fantasy
I just realize that it just a waste of time
i should not let it disturb my day
i should go thorough it happily
he is not worth for me
mind and heart please realize
don't do something which is useless
but my mind and heart do not act accordingly
why? why? why?
i still can't fully understand
it is not the pearl that i searched for
but just a piece of glass
it is not worth for all my efforts
because of this glass i had ditched all the pearl
what is wrong?
where is wrong?
i still can't think rightly
i still haven't found the answer
why? why it so hard?
it is worthless
it is useless
and i know about it
but still i can't
i must be crazy
please
i just want to ditch him out
it is so stupid of me
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