i don't know why...
but today i feel so nervous
and it make me more nervous
to see him today
how he smile
how he talk
it feels like a dream
i love it so much
till what did I do today to be lewd
i make a lot of mistake
i don't know why...
i should control myself
but sometimes i think i need to do something
i just thought to captivate him
to make him fall in love with me...
should i
maybe i should
but i just feel so shy...
WHAT SHOULD I DO!!!!
p/s i think that's all for today..meet you again next time...
