all this long I've trained my heart to throw him out of my heart...
for nearly two month I've tried to did it...
and i think i have succeed
but i'm wrong
as i see him smile to me
talk to me...
my heart start to falter again...
what should i do...
i think i need to change my interest into someone else...
and that what i did now...
i did this coz i don't think he worth enough
to get me
and i don't think he will appreciate me..
still i hope one day he will see me
not as an invisible person
hope to see him smile to me everyday..
that all for today...
wish me luck...
