Lesson of life...

life is never easy to begin with...it full of event and surprise..you can never expect or guess what will happen in the future...faith is what you must hold into in your life.  appreciate what you have and do not feel greedy in your life..  Be confident.  Learn how to let things go if it does not go on smoothly.  Never expect something in return for what you have done.  Learn to be humble is one important point.   not all people can understand and accept you the way you are.  so find the people who can treasure you with full of love..something it better to let it go than to chase after it.  kept praying and believe that if it meant to be with you it will come back at you when it time.   if not just let go.  

P.E.O.P.L.E

it's so hard to understand people.  sometime things can become so bad if we misjudge some people.  we cannot judge people by the way they look but we must get to know their personality more deeper and longer...as we learn about someone in a short time we tend to be backstabbing by them easily....i don't know why it so hard to believe in people....they tend to hurt me more and more as i opened up my heart to them...they just don't know me well....that's why the spread many stories related to me...they happy to sell my story...they happy to make me feel so down...this kind of human are understandable...i hate them so much...they make me want to punch up their face...it seem like they don't really seem the real me yet...as i always pretend to be fool by them...but deep inside me i had cursed all of them...i don't care about those useless people...they just a piece of paper who like to get attention by selling out people name and stories...may ALLAH SWT paid back what they did to me....Amin...

happiness

happiness come without being invited
just accept it
and live a new life
that's what i doing right now
life full of colours
although problems comes
maintain your mind
and live a happy life
ignored all the unimportant thing
it just will disturb your day...
by the way i'm happy just the way i'm right now...

To Mr Right..

pity you...
but still i feel happy
because now you feel what i feel...
you see girl based on look
and this is what you get back...
never judge people by its cover...
learn to know about them first...
then you will see...
that my advice for you...

31/Jan/2013

today is the day where i felt so tired....
my spinal gave me a lot of pain today...
it hurt so much...
why do i have to suffers every time...
period came...
i keep hold the pain for the whole day...
i just hope class end early...
but off course it still end late...

today is the day where i decide..
to stop before i felt more pain...
before it hurt my heart more deeper...
i accept that he is not the one for me...
i accept it willingly..
i let him go...
i believe me and him
are not meant to be together...

so,
i hope in the future i will success in everything i do
great pointer and result...
great achievement in my study...
CHAIYUK!!!

N.E.R.V.O.U.S.

i don't know why...
but today i feel so nervous
and it make me more nervous
to see him today
how he smile
how he talk
it feels like a dream
i love it so much
till what did I do today to be lewd
i make a lot of mistake
i don't know why...
i should control myself
but sometimes i think i need to do something
i just thought to captivate him
to make him fall in love with me...
should i
maybe i should
but i just feel so shy...
WHAT SHOULD I DO!!!!

p/s i think that's all for today..meet you again next time...

First sem in degree..in week one...

all this long I've trained my heart to throw him out of my heart...
for nearly two month I've tried to did it...
and i think i have succeed
but i'm wrong
as i see him smile to me
talk to me...

my heart start to falter again...
what should i do...
i think i need to change my interest into someone else...
and that what i did now...
i did this coz i don't think he worth enough
to get me
and i don't think he will appreciate me..
still i hope one day he will see me
not as an invisible person
hope to see him smile to me everyday..
that all for today...
wish me luck...

kenapa???

knapa la dengan hati aku hari nie..dh janji x nk dekat dia dh tp still hati aku nie sedih bla tgk dia sedih.  knapa? knapa nk sedih jugak hati nie. knapa la ang x bleh tunjuk ang bhagia. supaya aku pown boleh happy bla tgk ang happy. jangan la sedih. klau la aku boleh gembirakan ang. memang aku akn buat apa shaja untuk ang rsa gembira. bla ang happy aku pown happy gk. tolong lah senyum. hati oh hati knapa la jadi mcm nie. ari tu dh nekad nk lupakan dia tp knapa la hati nie lembut sangat x bleh nk lupakan dia. tolong la sedar hati. anak manja mcam aku nie memang bukan taste dia. selagi hati nie x boleh lupa dia selagi tu la hti nie akn terluka. smpai bla aku nk dekat dia smpai semua orang aku tolak semata2 sebab dia. tolong la. semoga Allah buang perasaan nie jauh andai dia memang bukan untuk aku. 

HOPE OR MOVE ON?

It been such a long time since i last updated my blog...there's a few things that i would like to shared here...first it is about mate. are you believes that there is someone who is created for you? for me i believe in it.  indeed, i'm also hope to meet my Mr. Right soon.   however, after i'm turned 19th, i start to think that is is better not to search for it.  this is because i believe that, that person will come to me when it is the time for me to meet him... indeed, now is the time for me to focus on my study and live a life a grown teenagers.  this is to be the time when i put all my passion to my study and focus on my future career.  it is not like that i'm give up but i want to focus on the most important things first.  guy will come and gone in your life.  it doesn't guarantee anything to you.  but, you yourself must prepare for a better future because it is you who shaped your own life.  everyone hope to meet a nice and kind guy with perfect features but sometimes reality is not as good as your dreams.  that is why you must keep your mind straight.  move on a life a better life is what i need to do right now because it is tired to love someone or to search for Mr. right.  i find it so tiresome and not worth it.   the most good things is i don't think i need any man to keep my life happy because i'm happy by myself with my family and friends who i'm treasure very much.  last from me for tonight, i'm now in a progressed to write a novel about my life but i think i have to stopped for a while because i need to focus on my study because my final exam is around the corner.  wish me luck okay...bye2..let meet again when i'm free.  that's all for now... 

SHINHWA THE RETURN "VENUS"

Eric Mun 
(Real name: Mun Jung-Hyuk, 문정혁, 文晸赫; 
16 February 1979; leader & rapper) 

Lee Min Woo 
(이민우, 李玟雨; 
28 July 1979; sub-vocalist)

Kim Dong Wan 
(김동완, 金烔完; 
21 November 1979; 2nd main vocalist) 

Shin Hye Sung 
(신혜성, 申彗星; 
Real name: Jung Pil-Kyo, 정필교, 鄭弼敎; 
27 November 1979; Main vocalist) 

Jun Jin 
(전진, 前進; 
Real name: Park Choong-Jae, 박충재, 朴忠裁; 
19 August 1980; rapper) 

Andy Lee 
(Real name: Lee Sun-Ho, 이선호, 李先鎬; 
21 January 1981; youngest & rapper)

 And this is their addition picture for all the Shinhwa Changjo....
Hope they will always be together forever....
Oppa fighting!!!

 Shinhwa airport fashion...

 Shinhwa MT together for the first time...

 Shinhwa appear as a guest at Win Win...

 Shinhwa eating together...

 Shinhwa after Tokyo concert...

 Shinhwa broadcast...

 Shinhwa Changjo at Shinhwa concert...

 Shinhwa Airport Fashion...DAEBAK!!!

SHINHWA ALL THE BEST...
CONGRATULATION ON YOUR 14TH ANNIVERSARY...
HOPE YOU CAN ALWAYS STAND TOGETHER
AS SHINHWA...
SHINHWA DAEBAK!!!
SHINHWA 오빠 사랑 해요....
파이팅!!!